"this one goes to eleven" ; part eleven: (in Spanish wouldn't that be , el even? The even...

Once apon a time there was a thing... Was there two things? Of course not , there was only one. It existed in such a way that was indescribable, even to itself, being that it was one not two. Nothing else existed, but nothing itself did exist.
Countless aeons(zillions of years) passed before it came to realize this. Pondering is to reflect to remember (where member=limb). To exist or not to exist, an enigma...
The first problem within a problem, is to be understood in the nature of being, such as a physical body. The problem is that a second existence is implied by matter , and this is thought, or spirit; for to imply matter is to imply motion and intent. To be blunt , is spirit/mind = matter physicality?????? Can these two opposing ideas exist in the same place at the same time ? Oh how it wondered about this, what is it ? It said what am I flesh or spirit? ....nothing has changed it is still the same question isn't it ???? 2 things in one place???impossible...